Wake up S!D

Movies have been an integral part of my life....be it my early days out of teens (when i used to watch 8-10 movies a week) to this day when i don't get to watch movies (unless i'm out on vacation) and even now i believe in the short span of my "BLOGGING" where i'm using the title of a movie for the third time,but this post is not about movies...this is about me and this is about my time to wake up to the reality of life and be matured enough to take responsibility of another human being in my life.

An alarm has been sounded for me to wake up.This calender year quite a few of my my colleagues/friends got married/engaged,pretty soon i'm going to be married(52 days to go...and counting down),i'm gonna miss my days as bachelor though getting married is pretty exciting,people all around me are excited (atleast from the outside) but what worries me is that am i ready for this commitment...i mean i still get angry at petty things and worry abut the petty people in my life and what they did to me and are still doing.Sometimes i get scared as hell when i start thinking about how my life ig going through a transformation and now people will start expecting more of me,the only thing that calms me down is the fact that two of my cousins (i've been looking up to them since childhood...) got married at a very early age and they've come to their own in due course of time.

Moving on...i do realise that time has come for to look things from a different perspective (read open mindedly) and to act mature and be responsible (did'nt i mention this before...??).This girl who agreed to marry me (i sometimes ask her why?) trusts me a lot and i get thoughts if i'm worthy enough to be trusted (people have been qestioning my judgement all through the 28 long years of my life),can somebody rely on me this is one question i've been asking myself ever since i woke up to the fact that i'm getting married.

I think i'm asking the same question over and over again to myself and to others as well,so far the response from others have been encouraging (not too positive from myslf though).Anyways, while i ponder over this question one more time..YOU...yes you who has taken the time to read my confusing/irritating post should go and get reservations done to be with me on my big day(time is running out)..just come here and say to me


WAKE UP S!D